Wednesday, August 13, 2008

questioning existence

so you've realized that this is not going to be one of those fucking feel good, bullshit, baby animal picture type places, good. wouldn't want you to get the wrong idea.
somedays, it's just like this. starts off sad and depressed and ends up being an anger fest. pissed off that once again it's come round to the same bullshit and tomorrow will be another day of fuckery and shit.
don't know but I wish i did. do you have any idea what i would give to be content. not even happy but just relaxed. not worried. not waiting for the fucking axe to fall. to actually know that things will be all right.
this sucks so much.

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